With Knives and Pens We Made Our Plight?

I seriously need to go to the dermatologist, this is getting ridiculous.

Song: Knives and Pens...Black Veil Brides. Andy Sixx is gorgeouusss.


Alright, so I can't sleep. I just can't. I don't know if it's that I have too much stuff in my brain or what but I can't sleep. I had sort of a horrible day today all because I wasn't paying attention to my phone. I missed a phone call for no other reason than I was sitting on my ass right next to the phone, but didn't know it rang. So instead of eating Boston cream pie with my dad, I sat at home doing absolutely nothing. But I did have an overload of food without the cream pie. It was Carol's birthday and we had a dinner with her. I ate way more than I should have (wow, what else is new). I mean WAY more. Another thing that's getting ridiculous is me with food. I can't stop eating. Is that teenagery or me being a pig? Or both possibly? I don't know what it is, but it's getting to the point where I feel horrible after eating anything. And there's a psycho in the neighbourhood, which makes it so I'm not allowed to walk and jog around, which was a small comfort to me. *sigh* I need a club membership, a driver's license/ driving utensil, unlimited free time, and an appetite suppresser. And a carboard cut out of Gumby. :\

I have to wake up early tomorrow to help with a wedding, and then I'm babysitting my little cousins after that. But I don't think I am able to sleep, and at this point I would only be getting less than four hours.

...

I got this yoga book from the library. "Yoga for Teens". Yeah. I tried some of the poses. I don't think that yoga is for me really. What I found is that I couldn't manage to do the majority of the poses as pictured in the book because, as I realized, I have insanely short limbs. Like seriously, my legs are freaking SHORT short. My arms are really short too. Even though those poses were really quite uncomfortable while I was doing them and I couldn't do them exactly correctly, I have to admit that I did feel kind of good afterwards. Maybe I'll do it again. Probably, cos I need something to get out of this rut that I'm in.

Maybe I'll be able to sleep if I get all the things I have to do out. Worth a try, so here goes.

Tomorrow- Help with the wedding. Babysit all night, sleep at Uncle Jon's.
Sunday- Canoeing (which is good.) Don't forget to set up something with dad.
Monday- ...just mentally going to be a hard day for me. :(

Find a time to mail Brad's CD SOON.

Do my math packet, finish English packet, finish reading The Illustrated Man, do chemistry packet, do the long and involved AP US History thing, start writing that essay, do the civics homework and write that essay, review French like crazy.

Okay. Well that's the main things. I think I feel better. I don't know, I'll have to see.

As for now, I'll leave and try to sleep, for I do not want to fall asleep while watching the chillins.

Gute Nacht, liebling.

Also, I have a request for you, Beauy. I will pay you :)

I Don't Care What The Xylem Part Is, And No, It Most Certainly Will NOT Impress My Friends.

This is the longest lecture I have had so far. It is 24 minutes and 47 seconds long. I am currently 10 minutes and 11 seconds through. And, it's 3:26 in the morning. I need to finish this class by the end of tomorrow. I'm trying to make it so I don't have to kill myself tomorrow...by killing myself right now.

There are just...well, a lot of things, actually, that are so not necessary to learn or have as a requirement. Such as biology. Such as P.E.. Such as so many other things. I know that this is the most common question ever, but I mean come on, WHEN IN THE HELL AM I GOING TO HAVE TO KNOW ABOUT THIS CRAP? It ticks me off. They make you learn it for what? So you can impress your employer with your knowledge of diploid sporophytes and haploid gametophytes of the world? NO. Your boss at the construction company isn't gonna care that you know what a petiole is, nor is your client going to care to hear about parenchyma. I swear to god, there is no reason to learn this stuff. Not to mention, this lady is getting all excited about the wonders of leaf varieties. O_o

Alright, 19 minutes. Going good. PUMP IT UP! *jumps up and down on bed*

So I guess that I am writing this just for Aunt Blair, so thank you to my extremely loyal follower, you get a shout out:

OMG YOU ARE COMING HOME SOOOONNNN! AHHH I CANNOT WAIT TO SEE YOUUUUU!!!!! AHHH.

Okay X) we're all good.

I am really hungry. It's 20 to four though so I don't want to eat anything.

Ohkay, so tell me if this is totally crazy. It is, but I am going to tell you anyways.

I am going to send Christofer Drew Ingle to my birthday. :) I'm going to myspace him and ask him to come. Lol. I'm kinda half not joking. I wonder what would happen.

Here's christoferdrew <3

He's very beautiful, and his voice makes me very happy. :) I'll post a few of my favourite songs so you can hear.

*sighandsmile*

CRANK IT UP

song: Crank It Up...Hadouken!





I'm in summer school right now doing online biology. I am FALLING ASLEEP. OH my god. I still have two and a half hours left to go. Thinking about that makes my eyelids somehow heavier...





This nerdtastic guy Mr. Milton who does the lectures for the biology class is talking about how protists are some of the most fascinating and interesting organisms on Earth. Riiight. I'm pretty sure that the most interesting organisms on Earth are the members of Tokio Hotel.I mean really. "Protists were probably around for some 1.5 billion years." Rully? Who cares? Tokio Hotel won best new artist at the VMAs. It's like, no comparison.





My butt hurts. Usually I am fine sitting on the floor but I can't get comfortable right now.





Hold on, gotta take a break to do some actual work...gosh what a pain... ;)





So yeah, this song. I got it on itunes last night and I am going to make a video of me doing my hair and makeup and put it to this song. :D It's AMAZING.

OHMIGOD MR. MILTON JUST SAID A CHRYSOPHYTE WAS PRETTY. Nerdpants.

I am sorry for ever making fun of Mr. Milton. This lecture has a ladyteacher and she's...just GAWD. I wish you could watch it. It's kind of horrible. D: "They have col-oooh-nial green algaeee..." Shoot me.

Hey, Have You Heard of My Religion?

This movie is kind of stupid and cheesy. Cinderella Story with Selena Gomez and that one stupid guy who was Troy on the High School Musical tour thingy.

Song: The Church of Hot Addiction...Cobra Starship

I have not made a post for a while. I say that like every time though.

I find that I don't have much to say anymore. Like, there is so much crap on my mind constantly, but when I actually try to get it out it's quite difficult I find.

And I really don't see the point of keeping these blogs. I'm not happy with any of the posts I produce anymore. And everybody kinda pffttt on them.

At Central

I'm sittin' at Central right now. Bean's having a meeting with some peeps about tee shirts. Gonna see Clint and Sarah...and some other people. SO yeah, I'm just writing this so it doesn't look like I'm just sitting here looking at them having a meeting like a creeper.


Dooooo doooo doooooooooooo aimless typing is good for youuuuu when you don't have anything to dooooo


Blah blahblahblah blah blah booo...don't look like an idiot...


Random song lyrics time!


OH never mind they're leaving. So yeahh.


I just fell from the mothership!

ok bye ^-^

I Must Be Fine, Cos My Heart's Still Beating

<3 I forgot how freaking much I love the White Stripes.

Song: Fell in Love With a Girl...White Stripes

I see your dirty face, hide behind your collar. Jeebus. Music is like...just I don't even know. But seriously, I CAN'T get enough of it. Like you know how a crack addict is addicted to, well...crack? Yeah. Well crack addicts have crack babies, right? If I ever had a kid, which I will NOT, it would be a music baby.

So I just told Alex that he doesn't have a (I hate this term, but...) pet name. And he told me to call him whatever as long as it wasn't mean. So I was like "You don't want to say that, cos I'll end up calling you Fluffernutter." Yeah. It was kind funneh to the max.

We marched in the parade today. It was pretty intense, man. Like I could feel the individual drops of sweat d r i p p i n g down my back and like, collecting in the gather of class b shirt. It was NAST. But everybody loved us. Until we had to play Amazing Grace for the actual ceremony. It was like uberly out of tune. Like whoa. I felt bad for the people who had to listen. AND I really hate drumline, because they are so much better than us. It makes me mad, while, at the same time, it inspires me. It's like when I listen to drumlines, this electric feeling comes and it's like I just wanna dance my ass off forever and ever. God, what I wouldn't give to play in a drumline. I want my own MADE episode, so I can be made into an awesome drummer.

I think I'm probably going to get in trouble tomorrow for my fingernails. My mom painted them black for me, and that's most definitely not allowed in my neck of the woods. But I only have two and a half more days of school left, so...idk. I am really hoping that I can get away with it.

Well this post is superlong and boring to boot. But I felt I needed to ramble a bit being as my last post was like a month ago or something like that. And it was like two words long. But anyways, I'm gonna go now.

..Bye..

I am in Geometry

Not a song, just my status since I hate Twitter with a passion.

NO SONG...God, I just told you that!!!













Okay so I was at formation today, and my name was called in front of the entire regiment cos my poem is gonna be published.

Epic win. ^-^ JK