With Knives and Pens We Made Our Plight?

I seriously need to go to the dermatologist, this is getting ridiculous.

Song: Knives and Pens...Black Veil Brides. Andy Sixx is gorgeouusss.


Alright, so I can't sleep. I just can't. I don't know if it's that I have too much stuff in my brain or what but I can't sleep. I had sort of a horrible day today all because I wasn't paying attention to my phone. I missed a phone call for no other reason than I was sitting on my ass right next to the phone, but didn't know it rang. So instead of eating Boston cream pie with my dad, I sat at home doing absolutely nothing. But I did have an overload of food without the cream pie. It was Carol's birthday and we had a dinner with her. I ate way more than I should have (wow, what else is new). I mean WAY more. Another thing that's getting ridiculous is me with food. I can't stop eating. Is that teenagery or me being a pig? Or both possibly? I don't know what it is, but it's getting to the point where I feel horrible after eating anything. And there's a psycho in the neighbourhood, which makes it so I'm not allowed to walk and jog around, which was a small comfort to me. *sigh* I need a club membership, a driver's license/ driving utensil, unlimited free time, and an appetite suppresser. And a carboard cut out of Gumby. :\

I have to wake up early tomorrow to help with a wedding, and then I'm babysitting my little cousins after that. But I don't think I am able to sleep, and at this point I would only be getting less than four hours.

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I got this yoga book from the library. "Yoga for Teens". Yeah. I tried some of the poses. I don't think that yoga is for me really. What I found is that I couldn't manage to do the majority of the poses as pictured in the book because, as I realized, I have insanely short limbs. Like seriously, my legs are freaking SHORT short. My arms are really short too. Even though those poses were really quite uncomfortable while I was doing them and I couldn't do them exactly correctly, I have to admit that I did feel kind of good afterwards. Maybe I'll do it again. Probably, cos I need something to get out of this rut that I'm in.

Maybe I'll be able to sleep if I get all the things I have to do out. Worth a try, so here goes.

Tomorrow- Help with the wedding. Babysit all night, sleep at Uncle Jon's.
Sunday- Canoeing (which is good.) Don't forget to set up something with dad.
Monday- ...just mentally going to be a hard day for me. :(

Find a time to mail Brad's CD SOON.

Do my math packet, finish English packet, finish reading The Illustrated Man, do chemistry packet, do the long and involved AP US History thing, start writing that essay, do the civics homework and write that essay, review French like crazy.

Okay. Well that's the main things. I think I feel better. I don't know, I'll have to see.

As for now, I'll leave and try to sleep, for I do not want to fall asleep while watching the chillins.

Gute Nacht, liebling.

Also, I have a request for you, Beauy. I will pay you :)